Hey man, I get it. Addiction can be tough. Things don't have to go to shit yet. Going through it is a process, just stay self-aware, and when you feel yourself reaching back to your vices, try and find some way to remind yourself of why you're doing it. Just cus you failed once, doesn't mean you can't go into attempt 2 even stronger than before. I really encourage you to keep trying to get clean man, stay away from all the porn if you can. As nice of a community as this is, you shouldn't feel proud to be part of it. Nobody should be encouraged to be a gooner. There was this video a while ago that I saw, which was nice for motivation, and it involved Vegeta trying to encourage you not to masturbate. I don't know where the original's at, but maybe take a look at this for some motivation.
Hey man, I get it. Addiction can be tough. Things don't have to go to shit yet. Going through it is a process, just stay self-aware, and when you feel yourself reaching back to your vices, try and find some way to remind yourself of why you're doing it. Just cus you failed once, doesn't mean you can't go into attempt 2 even stronger than before. I really encourage you to keep trying to get clean man, stay away from all the porn if you can. As nice of a community as this is, you shouldn't feel proud to be part of it. Nobody should be encouraged to be a gooner. There was this video a while ago that I saw, which was nice for motivation, and it involved Vegeta trying to encourage you not to masturbate. I don't know where the original's at, but maybe take a look at this for some motivation.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6gr6rOXIk8